Brutha's Sista

So...the boys are gone! They are now flying across the state heading toward Atlanta to begin on a new journey in their musical careers. I am overjoyed with pride and happiness, and yet I feel like a part of my body has been ripped from my body. I feel like a lone wolf lost from her pack!!! I have spent my whole life separating myself from "The Boys" so as not to just fade into the background like an accessory. I rarely sing or dance, because THEY ALL DO. I created an eclectic style of dress and lifestyle so that the anatomy wasn't the only thing separating us as people. And yet, here I am feeling sort of empty inside with only one brother left in the city. Do not mistake me, it isn't a feeling of being left behind or resentment... We are on different paths completely... I just feel slightly alone now... I feel weird with so many of them gone at one time... I just feel weird...